12:00am
All I ever wanted
was to be alone
Because somehow I knew
trying not to be would make it true
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As suddenly as the universe was spawned, I opened my eyes and saw
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The main idea: loneliness. I’m trying to communicate who I am to the world
I want people to understand me
I listen to the artists I admire talk, and they seem like they've given up on trying to get people to understand. It's my assured loneliness that makes me try to either get people to understand me, or [fear] that I will never be understood. That nobody truly will.
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11:21pm
why can you only be dante, can you only be homer, can you only be ovid, can you only be john the baptist, can you only be nietzsche, can you only be plato, can you only be hitler, can you only be caesar, can you only be petrarch, can you only be jesus, can you only be anyone, can you only be, could you only be
afraid? so afraid that you can only say you love people who are afraid
why can you be so enamored with people who arent?
like that forbidden fruit
whats the difference?
you know the fear isn't it
why would they do anything about it? why would they have that unreasonable hubris shit?